velvetdrusilla

Yes, you heard me! Obviously, contingent on employment/money. But regardless I will be in sunny England or Europe for at least a few months and will hopefully have many new shots on at least a slightly better camera. D-day is 6 weeks! In the meantime I am not dead.

Can't say I was too impressed with DA and their Twilight advertising/propaganda (and yes, that book/film IS propaganda). Thankfully I don't have a paid account or I'd be pissed. I know it's silly to be annoyed at an April Fools joke, but it's the principal of making money out of it. (I probably wouldn't have minded if I had at least gotten Gaga though :giggle:)

I really don't feel like the same person anymore. Certainly not creative. Not inspired. Not in the mood to take photos. Not in the mood to draw, although I used to love drawing when I was a child. And I miss it. I'm surprised I"m even in the mood to write anything really. There is no high worth this kind of low. Or is it even a low? Is it anything but apathetic numbness? Because any kind of "high" is induced by alcohol. A fake high. I want to hibernate until I go to Europe.